He called

12:30am and he calls to say hello. I'm still awake of course, since I can't seem to sleep like a normal person, and it's gotten worse in this past week we've been broken up. He asked me if I thought about him, I said I missed him, and he said he missed me too. He said he saw my face everywhere, everything made him think of me, it was like removing his own flesh (us being apart), but also said that's life, things don't always go the way we want.

I have a feeling he was fishing for me to say, it's ok, I'll do what YOU want, but I didn't.

I very badly want to go over and see him (he's in town right now) but I didn't offer it and I'm not going to. I'm not going to call him either.