Tired

I'm so tired right now. I feel like I'm going in a million different directions, and at the same time I feel stagnant, like I'm going nowhere.

It's finally Friday, I'm looking forward to sleeping in, maybe doing some big work in my house, but I know it won't really happen. I have a party to go to tomorrow night (my friend passed the Bar exam), and another party Sunday afternoon (another friend's baby's first birthday.) I really don't want to go to either. I keep trying to think of good excuses but nothing is good enough to justify missing the parties.

My dogs are draining me with the tick problem we've been having and their other health problems. It's nothing I can't handle, but with everything else it's very tiring.

I'm sick of driving. I drive at least 40 miles each day, 100 or so if it's a school day. I know some people drive more, but I hate driving so it's a lot for me. Speaking of school, my international relations text is so boring! I have to get through 2 chapters and write a mini-essay by the October 31, which is plenty of time really, but I'd rather be reading a new novel I found.

My family is driving me crazy. My brother is still being a jerk, my mom is in the middle of renovations at the house and still refuses to really correct my brother or follow through on her threats ("Behave or else!" What a joke.)

A while ago, I posted that I was so tired and feeling bad because of all the bad food I'd been eating. I changed that temporarily (and tried to be outside more, thanks to a suggestion from Anja) but it didn't last long. It helped while I did it, so I need to do it again. I did start taking a vitamin so I hope that will give me a boost.

This is a whiney post so I will stop here. I'm just tired. All I want to do is go home and sleep for 24 hours. I'll feel better then (I hope.)

On a side note, it's Day 6 and I haven't heard from E. I keep hoping he'll call or email, but every day I hope a little less.