It's over with E

I think he's dumped me. I wasn't sure how I felt about it at first, but now I think I'm glad. Now I don't have to be the bad guy.

He didn't want me to go out of town to Pennsylvania.

He tried to invite himself along but I said maybe next time.

We talked 3 or 4 times on Friday (day of my trip, before and after my 2 flights) for about 30 minutes total. On a normal day we only talk for about 5-10 minutes, before bed. I thought that was good enough, but he was upset that I didn't call him before bed.

He thought several innocent things were suspicious and gave me a bunch of attitude about them while I was on my trip, even though I made an effort to talk to him at least once a day.

Saturday night was the last time I talked to him.

Sunday night I got an email notification that he cancelled my flight vouchers (he gets free flights and can enroll family and friends).

I've called probably 30 times on 2 different numbers, left at least 5 messages, and no reply.

This is the guy that if I don't pick up when he calls, he'll call and call and call and leave perturbed messages until I do talk to him. I was worried at first he might be sick or dead or something, but I see he got online last night on POF, so I guess he's not dead.

So, I guess that's it. It's for the best but still feels weird. I can't believe he won't at least email me to say it's over. This is also the guy who said he loves me, wants to get married right away, wants to have a baby right away, etc.

Oh well.