Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Dreams

I dreamed (dreamt?) of my Granny the other night. I don't remember all of it, but what I do remember is we were hugging each other, and she had just the biggest smile on her face. Her smile was beautiful. SHE was beautiful. I think this may have been the first dream of her since she died back in 2003. If not the first, maybe the second. I talked about her to E this past weekend, remembering the way she used to peel apples for stollen (German dessert), wasting nothing. Maybe that stirred something up? I wonder if I'll have to wait that long for another dream of Joe? The only dream I've had of him was disturbing to say the least. I'd like to say I've been anxiously waiting for him to come to me in my dreams but honestly, I'm not expecting it. Besides if the next dream will be as bad as the first, I'd rather not have any at all, and stick with my memories.

1 comment:

lola said...

our dreams are so interesting aren't they. how some hardly ever dream of their loved ones & how some (like me) dream of them just about every night. i call mine denial - that i still, in my heart, feel him here. my blog today is also of dreams, just haven't finished it yet. of all my dreams, i've only had this one that wasn't great. hugs to you on yours!

ps - my grandma is granny too, lol.