Weirdness

There's a guy from Pakistan that I've chatted with a few times. We spoke on the phone once for just a few minutes. He's seemed kind of shady, so I was not taking him seriously (romantically, anyway). Last night we were chatting and he keeps turning the conversation sexual. I told him twice I don't want to talk about that, so after the third time, I started ignoring him. He called twice late last night, and once this morning, and I didn't pick up. Then, he sends me a text saying he's already married with three kids, but wants to come and live in America with me (lucky me!) and his first wife and kids will live in Pakistan! Yeah, right. I've been trying to figure out how to block his number on my cell but to no avail.

I'm starting to feel some twinges of weirdness with Swedish guy. Nothing concrete yet. Up until now, every morning he will send me a "good morning" text. For the last two days, nothing. We have talked on the phone at other times, but it still feels a little weird. Maybe nothing, or maybe this is the beginning of the end. I hope I will figure it out one way or the other before too long, as I need to make travel plans soon.

New York guy and I are still good. We talked last night for a little while, this time the topic was multiple wives. That was an interesting conversation. There has been sexual tension between us for a while now, and he is concerned that when we meet, we might act on that.

In other news, it is three days before Christmas and I have not done much gift shopping. I always feel like I have to give the "perfect gift" but I know in reality that's not what it's about. The weather is cold, especially inside my house since I don't have a working heater at the moment. My cat, Kyle, is dying I think. I really need to take him to the vet to be euthanized, but I can't quite bring myself to do it.